Get Back In My Life, is a song from Maroon 5's Hands all over album! (Yes, I'm a huge fan!). The title is exactly what I think I should do every year. Have a look back in my life:
Wednesday July 7th, 1993 - 3:15PM : My first scream... Definitly not the last.
19 years after, I'm still the same girl screaming and annoying mis papas, maybe more now than when I was only a few minutes baby-born.
Anyway. What changed? A lot! What changed since I'm 18? Nothing! My 18 weren't really big. I mean I didn't do something really important, just entered a big French College from which I wanted to runaway 4 months after joining it, I got my driving licence (okay, that was big!), and... nothing more. It was maybe the year I spend most of the time dubting about myself and asking me what kind of person will I be... and more Who I really am. But I think I know that, I know who I am, even if I can't explain it "única e irrepetible, al igual que todos en este planeta." ("Unique and unrepeatable, just like everyone in this planet.").
Anyway! So this Saturday, July 7th was my 19th birthday. I received my family for the diner and I enjoyed a good evening with them. I don't really like to celebrate my birthday because I don't really like this part when everyone is watching at you when all those candles are in front of you saying "See, we are more than last year, but less than next! Be careful, time is going on, but you don't!" (okay, the candles didn't say that... but they could!!) and I don't really like presents. I feel terrible receiveing them! I don't think I deserve more than the presence of people I love! And I think that as long as they can be here, it's the best gift. But people keep on thinking that gifts are essentials!
Talking about gift, the best gift I receive for 19 was very special. I received it by someone special too. Someone I told not to give me something, because seeing her and having her as a friend was just enough and amazing : Nano. Saturday, Nano went to see me home after her work. And she gave me something I didn't open in front of her because I was affraid of the effect. I was right. A few minutes after she left my house I opened the bag and saw the cutest thing ever. I almost cried. I couldn't believe she did something that amazing to me! It was the best gift! One full of love.
You'll probably don't understand why because you're not Nano or I. But this gift just mean the world. It means future and destiny. And I hope in the future I won't be the only one wearing it.
Nano, I know you're tired of that but:
Thank you so much! I can't even imagine you dubt about me liking this! Or you could : I don't like it, I LOVE it! Thank you for being my friend, for trusting me, for being there for me and know that I'm here for you too. Thank you for that and for all the things you did! I love you! <3
Hope you guys have an amazing BFF as I do! :)
LOVE,
—DulceJessica.
