Jessica's #20othersFactsAboutMe ! :)

I'm borred, so i want to write 20 others facts about me !

Let's gooooooooo !

#1 : I used to bite my nails ! Now, to stop doing it, I have to put nail polish !

#2 : I always talk ti myself... But i'm not crazy... or just a little !

#3 : I want tattoos !

#4 : I speak 5 lenguages ! French, English, Spanish, Portuguese and Italian.

#5 : I want to visit lots of countries like USA, Spain, Argentina, Brazil, Mexico

#6 : Even if I can wear girly clothes I like to wear clothes which are a little bit rock'n'roll like black boots, black jeans, leather jackets ...

#7 : When i'm mad at my sister, when i insult bad people in the subway or when i don't want to be understood i speak Spanish most of the time !

#8 : I go to church really often.

#9 : I like to make music video's from the holidays videos I make with my cousins and my sister during the Summer break.

#10 : I have a picture of the Hollywood sign just next to my bed to always remember me what's my life aim.

#11 : My best 2012 resolution is : To be more independant and to go to LA with Nano !

#12 : I hate to be waiting for something I really want (like my trip to LA).

#13 : As soon as i will have my driving licence and be allowed to drive alone (i drive with my parents now) i'll take Nano to a trip in Germany for some days to see a concert of Big Time Rush ! (Nano, you CAN'T say no ! ;))

#14 : When i'm alone at home i make big mess in my house : I sing and dance all day long, try many clothes (from my closet, but also my sister's one and my parent's one!).

#15 : I was on a singing group when i was in junior high school.

#16 : I love drawings of birds and i always draw birds, for me they represent freedom. But i hate when birds are flying around me, one day, a bird shited on me !

#17 : When i go out with friends i love to long-walk in the town !

#18 : I love to be outside by night, when i'm with tons of friends.

#19 : It's gonna be hard to finish those 20 facts !

#20 : I want 2012 to be the year of dreams coming true ! I want Nano and me to get a part in an American sitcom !

XXX

-Jess!

This is the most important text I wrote here.

 Hey guys, Nano here, it's 12:06am and I wrote this for you I really mean this, so please.




My religion is the only thing that brings me the faith, the strenght and the smile everyday. And I feel so angry and sad when I see how much people are against my religion. I am muslim and I LOVE ISLAM! Moreover, Im the nicest girl in the world! Seriously, even a banana can be meaner than me! Nevertheless, everyday, I see people that DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT MY RELIGION, criticizing, insulting, lying about my community, my brothers and sisters and that actually really hurt my feelings. I'm actually crying now because of them, and everytime I see the newspapers, the Breaking news and all the stuffs saying lies about Islam, I try to not cry because my family always told me to keep my pride on, never fail. Well, I often fail, but no in front of them. That's not the point, the point is that my religion is peaceful, it brings wise, intelligence, TRUTH (that's actually the only way to get the truth.) Terrorists are not of ur community, there are some weird extremmists that I would never understand. OUR RELIGION forbid inegal crimes, and stealing, and killing, and so many other things. And one of the most important thing to do is give, always give. What you see guys are lies! I really really really really really wanted you to read this text because without my religion, without God, I would be a really bad girl, drinking, sleeping with some guys, stealing....
Islam is about help, give, happiness! And we don't hate jews, I promise we don't, if we did, I would hate James Maslow, and this guy is a good guy. We hate sionists that are killing my brothers, sisters, MY COMMUNITY. So please, understand that being a muslim is the most beautiful thing that happened in my life, nor my dad, neither my mother forced me to be the girl I am today, I made my choice, and that's actually the best choice I did in my life. I don't ask you to become a muslim, just understand that we don't want wars anymore and that we're the symbole of peace.


XoXo, Nano Nansy, truly Naoêle.

"Time Of Our Lives" - by Jess.

I needed to write tonight. And i needed to write about the project i have with Nano.
I prefer to talk about project and not about dream, even if this is definitly the dream of our lives.

I needed to write because those days i've been thinking a lot about it. I'm hating more and more college and i'm needing more and more being into something i really love and i can't live without (No, this time it won't be Big Time Rush! :)) : Acting.
And those days i was wondering to myself "What do you really want ? How do you imagine your life ?". And the answer was just simple "I want to act. I want to be an actress and then, make my life as an actress and have a 'normal' life, with a husband and children running in a cosy appartment".

But the thing that totally scares me is that i couldn't imagine my life being different. I just can't. Of course i can imagine myself being an anonym and having crushed my dream, but it looks like a 35 year-old woman, with 2 or 3 children doing ... NOTHING !
I want "acting" to be my job ! I can't do anything else ! I can't and I DON'T WANT TO !
My parents think i'm crazy. But they're parents and they can't told me "Aw, Jess, that's amazing you wanna be an actress ! Go ! Live your life and have fun". They can't because they're parents, they live in France, they don't understand the "acting world" and they absolutly ignore what "American Dream" means.
Sometimes I talk about the fact that I'll live in America for a year (or much more) with them. And I know that they don't really trust me. They think I can't live far from home. But OH BOY ! I DO CAN !
And when I say that I'll make auditions with Nano and that we'll do anything to be actresses my mom tells me "It's good to have dreams, but they're just dreams".
It doesn't really matter. I don't pay attention to what people say, even if they're my parents because I know my parents aren't the type of parents who will be happy to see that their daughter wants to enter the Hollywood World. My parents are out of everything which touch art, they don't think someone of our family can get to be musician, singer, actress or something else like that because to their opinion, those are jobs for the others.
And my mom has this stereotype of "His is a singer ? Aw ! He takes tons of drugs to do what it does, ya know, honey !?". Mom, artists aren't all drugaddicts !

Well, everything to say that i just don't imagine myself in another way. When i try to imagine me in 2 years, i have this total blank, I just can see Nano and I walking through Los Angeles, going out of an audition with a part and a contract for our own serie about two french girls coming to Hollywood and seeing they dream come true :Our story.
You may think that's terrible to be like me at 18', that I should be able to think properly and be able to make distinction between dreams and reality. But I do know make the difference.
They are the dreams you always have by night like you saying "FUCK OFF" to your parents, and they are our lifedreams, the dreams that built your life and those dreams are also life-projects !
And if you don't have dreams you are probably one of the sadest people on Earth.

I just can't see my life without acting. That's impossible.

I'm gonna do my best. I'm gonna fight to make it happened. And i trust it more than before because I have someone with me : Nano, thanks for being here everyday, to make me think it's possible. Without you I'll probably think my life just has to be that way, in this fucking college, doing things I hate and being just half of me. Thank you.

Thanks for reading.

xxx

-Jessica.

Happy Birthday, Nano !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NANO !

"Happy Birthday", those two words are way too simples for you. I can't just tell you "Happy Birthday" and "I love you". There's is something more i would like to tell you, but i don't think i'll find the way to express it ! Let's try !

First, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Having one more candle on your birthday cake won't change a thing ...
18 is - usually - the symbol of maturity (who's talking ? ahah) and the enter in the "adult" life.
But for you, i wish your 18 will be the year of your dreams. I want you to live the best things, to live your dream. And i really want to live this with you !
I can easily say that you're one of the most influent person who entered in my life. Without you "The American Dream" should had stay a thought and not a "dream-project".
I really want to realize all the things we talked about : taking our suitcases, jump in an American AirLines and sing "Halfway There" when we will passing by the Atlantic Ocean. And then cry like babies when we'll touch LAX' shiny floor. Work in a laundry the pay the rent of our little flat in LA and look for every casting. Make an audition. Leave the work laundry. Leave the little flat. And become famous. I see it perfectly in my mind. But i can't see this without you !
You're very important to me. I want you to be happy because you deserve it !
And my boyfriend, Kendall Schmidt (Oh, I wish!) has the perfect lyrics to define you :
"You've got a heart of gold, a perfect original
Wish you would stop being so hard on yourself for a while
And when I see that face
I'd try a thousand ways
I would do anything to make you smile".
Then, I know we can do this. Even if we can't tell anyone about our dream because they'll tell us we're we are crazy, we are just dreamers (and John Lennon would say " you may say
I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one"). But someday, those speakers will see us in their screens and it will sounds like a "F*ck you !" for them !

Well, this message isn't that good, isn't as i imagined it... but i don't really find my words.
The thing you have to get about this message is : I love you, and we will reach everything together ..!

I LOVE YOU,

and, before 12:00AM :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

With all my heart,

-Jessica.

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Nano's #20FactsAboutMe

I just saw Jess' post, so I wanted do my #20FactsAboutMe too!!
Oh and It's Nano here guys!:)

1-I believe in God more than anything. (Strong faith and muslim!)

2-My family is my everything.

3-I  act and want to be an actress in L.A. since Im 11.

4-I want to be an actress with Jessica in L.A. since Im 15.

5-Im weird but I prefer when people say that Im original and unique and crazy!

6-Im the biggest dreamer anybody have ever met.

7-I am lonesome.

8-I love Big Time Rush.

9-I fall in love with a different guy every week, sometimes, there are several guys the same week.
This week it's Joshua Bowman.

10-I love fashion but hate shopping.

11-I love singing playback in my bathroom.

12-My weight is the same since Im 14 (I am 17 today).

13- I love writting.

14- I hate hanging out.

 15-Im a show addict. (watching GG, 90210, Glee, TVD, Teen Wolf, Make it Or Break it, How I met your mother, PLL, BTR, Victorious, Icarly and Modern Family)

16-I want to work for Nickelodeon or Disney Channel and make an independant movie.

17-I wanna get married. (I don't care about the guy.)

18-I study English Civilisation and Literature at College and I hate this.

19-I hate orders.

20-I hate tattoos, piercings, heels, short dresses, shorts, shorts clothes, sport, nail varnish, Marylin Manson, and many others things.

So guys now you know me well, I hope. Don't worry, Im very nice, like too much nice. And I hope someone will read this! :) See you guys! Peace and Love.

• 20 facts about Jessica Glea Molina •

Hi ! It's Jessica :)

As I say in the tittle "Girls Just Wanna Have Fun", i just want to have fun ... and as I said on twitter like 2 minutes ago, #20factsAboutMe could be interesting ! (I have nothing more to do right now, so well...)

#1 : I'm a Rusher ! :)
#2 : I live like Lady Gaga : "Between really and fantasy : my life is a theater." (by LadyGaga)
#3 : I'm studying Spanish at College but i want to live in America really soon (with Nano) before living on Spain or Argentina.
#4 : I hate taking orders from anybody.
#5 : I'm a big child. I think everyone should keep his childhood alive in one's soul.
#6 : I love staying at home and have lazy days.
#7 : I also love Party Rocking.
#8 : I don't smoke.
#9 : I love Marilyn Monroe and have 6 frames of her in my bedroom.
#10 : I love being nice with people and make someone smile.
#11 : I wanna be an actress (with Nano).
#12 : I wanna have my Star on the Walk Of Fame.
#13 : I'm affraid of December, 21st of 2012 and the "possible" apocalypse.
#14 : I'm affraid about getting old someday.
#15 : I wish i could stop growing up after 19. I think it' the perfect age ! (I don't wanna be an adult and neither a little girl).
#16 : I want tattoos.
#17 : I have 5 piercings in my ears (2 in each earlobe and 1 in my tragus).
#18 : I love Kristen Stewart.
#19 : I trust in God.
#20 : I'm in love with Kendall Schmidt.

— THE END —

Thanks for reading !

Peace & Love.

xxx

—Jessica Glea Molina.

.

Hey guys, Nano Nansy here, just wanted a few words.

I guess Jess and I are having some tough days. I won't tell about my feelings, everybody knows that. I went to a party tonight. That was, well, nice. I didn't stay a long time, my parents didn't want to. And that's right guys, at 11pm, I was already home. And that is not a problem for me. I know, all of you like going out, having fun, see your friends... I don't, I mean I love Jess, she's my BF, I love a lot of my friends but I feel like it'd be better for me and my friends to not hang out with me. Im not like the others girls, I mean,I wish I was. I wish that my problems could only be about boys, make up, clothes. But it's not, because since Im eight, my problems are just my feelings. Im fighting with myself since a long time, and I promise you guys, I dream so much about being in love but I don't care, all is about my career.Let's be clear, I don't want a boyfriend, I will never do. I just wanna find the key of this big knot in my stomach that never goes away. And Im tired of always have to be nice, making concessions to satisfy people that don't even thank you. But I don't know how to do, I don't know who to be. When Im not okay, I say it. When Im happy, I say it. But when I promise, I always lie. That's why I need to be alone, I need to be free, that none friend would need me, I need to be in my bed, several covers on me, alone, that's all. Im not sick, I know that, Im just not normal, I have this thing inside me that forbid me to be conventional. I know what I am, I learn it today. I am an artist, the way I see things, the way I do things, the way I love things, it was never like all the people around us, it was ever like you.

I guess that is all, Im going now, still looking for. Good night. Nano Nansy.

"A Little More Free" - by Jessica

Hi !

It's 1:40AM and i really can't sleep. I guess after having said what's on my heart it will be easier.

So let's go :

I feel terrible. I can't even support to live in my house, with my parents.
I've got this fucking dinner with my family, but I was invited to a party too... and even if i was happy to see my cousin's girlfriend, i should have been happier to see all my friends i haven't seen for a long long time. And my parents told me that wasn't correct to cancel my presence to the dinner just like that "because" of a party.

Ok, I know, it's rude. But what the hell ? I wanna see my friends, is that something bad or even difficult to understand ? That seem to be such a big deal for my parents !

I know it's kinda kiddish to be mad for something like that. But in fact, isn't JUST because of what happened today. It's just an accumulation. I'm fed up that my parents have to take decisions for me. I'm not a kid anymore. I can just live my life the way I want to do, respecting them, of course, cause i'm still living in there house. But living in their house (which is kind of mine too...) doesn't mean the rules are just theirs. I mean, they can't control my life. I don't want them to.

I've always been the kind of people who feels free. but with them, i've never be as free as i wanted.
Parents are here to take care of you, to help you in your life, to make you feel good and confortable, to put you in the right way...
My parents are really goods... but not for the part of the "go on". Means that parents have to let their child go on with his own stuffs. Mines don't get that part. They think they own me like... forever !
And they don't get that more you tell me not to do something and more it'll be tasting for me to do this.
There's a song that actually is exactly what i'm feeling :

"Te juro que intenté avisar
que llegaria tarde
Por mas que intento explicar
no dejas de agoviarme

Ya no me llames por favor
no puedes ayudarme
Me encerraré en mi habitación
para no ver a nadie

Quiero que me dejes salir
no puedo controlar mi cuerpo
todo lo que quiero es bailar.
Quiero que me dejes salir
si no quieres que me porte mal
me voy a revelar, dejame en paz"

in English :

"I swear i tryied to warn
that i'll come late
For the much i try to explain
You don't stop opressing me

Don't call me please
You can't help
I'll lock myself in my room
To don't see anyone

I want you to let me go out
I can't control my body
All i want is to dance
I want you to let me go out
I you don't want me to be bad
I will reveal myself
Leave me alone."

I doesn't really make sence in english... but in spanish it's exactly what i feel.

More, your parents are supposed to know you. Mines don't get who I am.
They don't know me. They see me as their little daughter. They can't see i'm now 18 and that i've changed. My needs aren't the same. I need to go.
More they try to get me in, and more i feel like i'm "the badass seed".

So yeah, maybe i'm still having kids reactions. Maybe i'm like this "because of a party".
But it's just a lot of things that put me like this.
I needed this party. More than this dinner.

-Jessica.

"Love Alone" - by Jessica.

Hi, Jessica here !

Just need to say that Nano's last post was wonderful. But she already know that i think the same about her : She's just an amazing friend, and one of the best you could ever have in a life time !
Love ya, N. And remember that "This is our someday" and that we're gonna be "Halfway there". "No matter what happen".

I wanted to wrtite something today because i'm a little bit fed up... The tittle of my article isn't "Love Alone" just because it's pretty. It's because "I can't Love Alone", and actually, it's what i think i'm doing.

It ain't a boy story... Or, yes, it is, but with a difference : it's a boy band story. A boy band called BIG TIME RUSH.

I'm not writing what i am just thinking. I guess so many girls here think the same.

The thing is that i'm getting a little bit frustrated because French Rushers are always sending tweets to the BTRs and they don't seem to get how important they are for French peop... GIRLS !
I'm really sad sometimes when i see that BTR is going to Germany, France neighbour country and that they ignore that at just some few kilometres far from Berlin there are so many fans waiting for them.
We just want a gig in Paris. ONE, at least.

You guys, Mr Kendall Schmidt (my beloved ahah), Mr Logan Henderson, Mr Carlitos Pena and Mr James Maslow should really get the message and come to Paris !

I just wanted to say that i feel frutrated sometimes ... but well... let's try to get their atention again and again and again !

xoxo,

Jessica.

HERE IT IS J!

Okay, J, Im so sorry, Im trying so hard to write something and I just don't!

I remember all this crazy stuffs that I did with J in high school, and I miss it so much. Do you remember all the things we did? I don't think so that was so dumb but so funny! In Engish class, when we read the texts with the french accent (as I said, so dumb but so funny), In History class, when our teacher said that J didn't work well because of me (actually we always laughed in this class)! When we followed our crush, when we (I) played in the stairs in school. When I rolled in the snow. Well, that's true, I did some weird stuffs, but I did it with you, and this is the only thing that I miss all this time passed with you.
Now, we have dreams, we're friends and we discovered that we had the same dream, J, I want that so much that sometimes, well, always, I forgot my real life and I make daydreams all along the day, because, I just can't share that with you, because I don't see you anymore, we can talk, we talk everyday, but I wanna stay ith you everyday. God, it seems like Im writing a love letter haha, im not, and J you know that, just saying that I miss you, and that all I want is acting, and acting with you. And I really hope that someday, (soon) somebody would know how much Hollywood need us, and that we'll fly singing "halfway there".
So here we are, students without wanting that, waiting to become actresses, feeling that one day it'll happen, if God wants to.

I love you, and you're the BF I could never have, so that's all, I'll write somepin later, see you! xoxo!

Nano.

This Is Our Someday. -by Nano&Jess.

It's time to know how did Frenchies In La born.

Nano and Jess met eachother when they were 15 in their High School Drama Club.
The year after, when they were 16, they was in the same class to study French Litterature and foreign lenguages. This year, they began to be friends.
The Drama Club adventure ended on May, 2011 with the end of senior year.

Now, they are 18. Both of them are studying in University. Talking, Nano and Jess discovered that they wanted the same thing : became actresses in Hollywood.

Their friendship became stronger with this shuted dream, and this project to go someday in LA to try something in an Hollywodian studio.

In May, 2011, approximately, Nano send a text message to Jess saying "Did u see this new serie about 4 friends who weren't known at all and became pop singers ? They managed to go to LA ! ahah".
So, we started to watch Big Time Rush. After the first episode, Jessica couldn't stop it and said Nano she had discovered a fantastic new serie. And so they became big fans of BTR.
In June, 2011, Jessica had the idea to create a twitter to try to follow the famous band and maybe to have a reply from them. And so, FRENCHIESINLA born.

From that day on, Nano and Jess are in this adventure together. They believe in it even if somedays it would be easier to give up. And they are waiting till the day they will be dancing in a limo on Hollywood Boulevard just like Big Time Rush guys do in the first episode.



"And everyday feels like the other
And everywhere looks just the same
When every dream seems like forever
Your a face without a name

Maybe now is our best chance
To finally get it right
Cause if the world is an apple
Then it's time to take a bite

Someday it'll come together
Someday we will work it out
I know we can turn it up all the way
Cause this is our someday
Someday is what we make it
Someday is right here and now
Why wait, why wait, why wait?
Cause this is our someday

We all have times, times we wonder
Will the spotlight shine on me?
Don't let the waves go roll us under
Or miss the opportunity
Don't look down or look back
It's not that far to go
Cause if we never try then
We will never really know

Someday it'll come together
Someday we will work it out
I know we can turn it up all the way
Cause this is our someday
Someday is what we make it
Someday is right here and now
Why wait, why wait, why wait?
Cause this is our someday

Oh no
I don't have all the answers
But there is one thing I know for sure, yeah
One is good, but four is better
It took some time to get here
It's better late than never

Someday it'll come together
Someday we will work it out
I know we can turn it up all the way
Cause this is our someday
Someday is what we make it
Someday is right here and now
Why wait, why wait, why wait?
Cause this is our someday (x2)"

This Is Our Someday, Big Time Rush. 


Thanks to Big Time Rush, we believe a little more in our dream.

"I'll be waiting" by J.

Hi there, it's me again ! (yeah, it's Jessica.)

Nano doesn't seem to want to post her draft ahah. I need to write something, so Nano, please don't be mad at me !:(

Since the last post ... Nothing special. just thoughts.

Before telling what what on my mind i have to tell you guys that Nano and I "found" our scene last names ! For Nano its "NANSY" (so : Nano Nansy) and for me it's GLEA MOLINA (so : Jessica Glea Molina). It still can change, but actually i do like our "scene names" :) !

Those scene names made me thought about how much i miss acting ! I have to act alone, in my bathroom to feel a lil bit better ! (sounds weird for you ? I do a lot of weird things in my bathroom : Theater and also shows ahah. My life is such a mess somedays!)

I really wanna be in California right now ! I need it. Nano does too.
I need freedom. I'm a "freedom bird" but my parents are just preventing me in my freedom ! They are trying to stop the real me. Actually, they don't really know the real me.

I talk with them about our dream about fly away to LA and to become actresses. My father's reaction was : "Are you kidding me?". But well, i don't really care what do they think about it !

This post will be a 2 in 1 : I'll tell you my week end... Some creepy things happened ! ahah

            Saturday was a friend's bday. So we went on a journey off to Paris to "celebrate" (if we can tell it a celebretion!). The day was so ... borring ! It was a big mess. I do actually love mess but no in these kind of events ! It was awful ! And more my "friend" was angry against us because we where asking "So... What's the plan?!".  I did had a great time...but it was thanks to other friends ! ahah
And so after we left Paris to get back home. I was at the station with my two friends and then what i saw totaly froze me up (or better made me feel hot !) : "Marco" the guy Nano and I were a found of last year. The perfect guy : cute, who seems so nice, and with a perfect body ! The type of guy that can kill you just with his eyes !
And so i was in the middle of a story and i saw him, i stopped and began to shake.
And then what did i do ? Waited for the train and made everything to be in the same car of the train.
Mission completed. I managed it ! And i choose a seat by which one i could observe my Marco ! (Do i look like a Psychopath ? Anyways !!!) 

I was watching his perfect him when suddenly he watched in my direction ! I automatically put my eyes down. We did it twice. At the third time i looked at him and we stayed watching eachother during a long second. SO ROMANTIC!!!!!! ahahahah
Seriously..? I'm sooooooooo in love ! You guys should see him!
My friend told me "Go and talk to him" ... Nano told me the same.
But guys ! To say what ? "Hi, you ! You know, i've a crunsh on you. You drive me crazy !" ? Ew, so much weird ! ahah
So i'll live my platonic love till the rest of this crush.
Anyways, it was the best moment  of the week end so far ! It was EPIC ! ahaha

Marco, I love you. 

Thank you guys for reading, if you did :)

xxx

Jessica Glea Molina.

"butterscotch" by J.

Hi there ! What's up ?!
It's 11:40PM and know what ? I'm tired ! But like SUPER tired ! This week was kinda hard... And i guess they will be harder and harder. That's college's target, right ?
Whatever ! I love to talk about sweet things, and work isn't for me a good thing... AT ALL !

So, i just wanted to right something today because, even if i'm really tired, i spent a good and fuuny day. The best day since the beggining of College ! I laugh maybe ... 100 times ! Really !
I loved that. Laugh make me feel like everything's good and perfect. Even if reality bites you really soon.

I wanted to say something about my final words of my "Introducing Me" post : BOOTS&BOYS.
Actually it's, like my todays post title, a song by Kesha, an artist i admire and apreciate a lot.
So boots&boys, because i love boots and boys. Boots are like, for me, the best shoes ever ! In boots i feel like i'm really me ahah. Even if when i wear other kind of shoes is the real me too.
(sorry, i'm so tired that my eyes are quite closed and my mind is just in a fog).
And "Butterschotch" because i like this song.

Actually my post hasn't a great interest. Whatever ! ahah I'll write something better tomorrow, maybe.

Program for the rest 24hrs :

SLEEP (now)
LISTEN MUSIC
TAKE A SHOWER LISTENIN' MUSIC
LISTEN MUSIC TYIN' ON CLOTHES
GO TO EX HIGH SCHOOL
GO BACK HOME
EAT
BED.

What about you guys ? :)

With Love,

xxx

Jessica GLEA MOLINA.

PD : Remind me of telling something about my parents tomorrow ! Tkx !

♫ Introducing Me ♪ by J.

Well, here I am. 2:21AM. Maybe the most insprirational hour. So let's introduce myself :)

I'm Jessica (—J.). I'm 18 years old. I live in Paris, France since i was born.
I'm studying Spanish in a famous French College.
My dream is to become actress (with Nano, of course) in Hollywood.

My everyday is made by crazy dreams that, I hope, will find a place in my "Came true" list.
I'm always thinking about leaving this life. Everytime i'm a little borred i'm having this awaken-dream that Nano and I are in Paris Airport, we jump in the plane and just when we are crossing the Atlantique sea we're singing "Halfway There" by Big Time Rush... (Listen here !)... Ahaha ! And, know what ? That feels so greaaaat ! Wish it will be true someday ("Cause this is our someday"!).

And as you could have notice, i'm a big fan of Big Time Rush (And have a crush on Kendall Schmidt. Planning to marry him really soon ! LMAO !). But I also like singers like Kesha, Lady Gaga, Maroon5 (Moves like Jagger, is one of my favorite songs those days!), Katy Perry, Julian Perretta, Shakira, Katelyn Tarver... I really appreciate many artists !

What more..?
My passions are : to act, to listen music, to sing (even if it's often bad !ahah), to have fun and enjoy the life, even if i'm not really living the life I wish I had.

Final sentence ?
BOOTS&BOYS ! (don't ask why!)

Thanks if you read !

xxx,

Peace & Love.

J.

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It's hard to explain who I am, what do I feel, and what do I want because I don't even know that. Im searching again and again but there's like a shadow wrapping my heart and that doesn't go away. Every morning when I wake up I feel sad, really sad. Why? Because I pretend, again because this is the only thing I do well.

The thing is that I don't know what to do, like absolutely not. You know, I believe so much in my dreams, in my projects, that I keep on saying, this day is coming, soon, I can feel it. But it doesn't come, and frankly, deep inside my mind, I don't really know if it'll come. And sad again because the only thing I know to do is acting. I passed high school, but I don't know if Ill pass College. Im scared, I really am, and Im so tired that I wanna give up. But the problem is what? What do I want to give up? I have nothing, only God who understands my feelings. Yes, I often cry, no, I don't hide it, and people can think it's weak, I don't care.I am angry, scared sad and lost. Is that normal? Everyday, I take the train, everyday, I think about their lifes. Is this really what they want to do? People that I see everyday are they happy to do what they do? I don't know, maybe yes, because I don't think there is one person thinking like I do. This text has no objective, I don't even think someone will read it. Whatever.
-N

Introducing me (Nano)

Okay, my tuuuurn, (it's nano!)
 I don't know if somebody is reading this, will read this, or what, I don't know, but here I can write, right? So, Im going to .

What can I say? So much in one hand, nothing in the other, maybe I can start by introducing me...?

Everybody calls me Nano, but my real name is Naoêle (yes, weird, and it's actually the first time that I write my real name here!), Im 17, soon 18! Born and living to Paris, I never left this town. Shy, but really kind, and (sometimes) sociable.
Im studying now, college is one thing that I know now, and that I absolutely don't like. Why? Only because I feel it's not my place. Im an actress, I understood that the first time I acted. I was 10.
At the moment I went on stage, I knew that I just could define myself only saying: Act.

What else? I love Paris, but it's cold, really, really, really cold, so I wanna live to L.A. Im going to Algeria (Africa) every year, but no, I don't wanna live there. L.A. is my dream, It's jess' too. I met her on drama's club to high school, really, she's one of my BF, she's got this thing that everyone is looking for in a friend. And Im extremely happy to have found a girl like she is like me: Crazy, nice. And also, about this girl: She's an amazing actress, seriously! For 3 years, she's my friend, and I don't think she's gonna giving up on me, right?

What can I say again? I love clothes, seriously, I think my clothes define me, kind of! BUT I'm not materialist!! I love eating when Im bored, that the only thing I do well haha! And I love Glee, Im in love with Henry Fonda, (I know he's dead), and many other things!

Last thing about me, Im muslim and whatever people think about this religion (because of the stereotypes and prejudices) , that's not true. I mean, look at me, look at this billion of people, all they want is peace, only peace. So I really care about my religion.

So I think Im done, hope some people will read this, and hope one day youll watch our tv show.

Xoxo, Nano!

Monday, october 10th. - by Jessica.

Hi !
I don't really know how to begin or what to to talk about. So i'll just write something (maybe bullshits, sorry by advance). And if my english isn't very correct, i'm sorry. And you can mention it in a comment, if you want to.

Well... Let's try !

Today, Paris is under big grey clouds. The kind of clouds that make you feel sad just knowing you'll have to go out from your house. Anyways ! I'll have to go to college this afternoon... And i'm really sad ahah.
I like and i hate college in the same time. I like it because i love spanish and it's what i'm studying. And i hate it because i have to leave my house one hour and a half before my class (have to take the bus, the train and then the subway ... great huh !).
Whatever. Let's NOT talk about school here... Or not now.
I was saying that the sky is really grey, right ? And this f*ucking grey sky makes me wanna be in Los Angeles, California, USA more than never ! Maybe you guys, if you are americans, think Nano and I are such stupid to want to live in USA while we live in Paris, France ... It the same thing for us, ahaha! We can't believe it when americans tell us "Lucky you, you live in Paris ! I wish i could live there to!".
Incredible. I think people just have to change their life with others ! If someone wants mine... just let me know ! ;)

Well, i'm ending it right now... It was just a beginning. Nano will write something much better ahahah !
I'll write something else (better, i hope) later.

Later guys !

xxx

-Jessica.

Prologue...

Hi, people.
We are Nano and Jess. Two 18 year-old girl from Paris, France.
Our biggest wish is to be actresses in Los Angeles, California, USA. We are quit ready to do anything to make this come true... And with this blog, you'll see how much we want this to be true.

Hope you guys will enjoy it.
Thanks for reading.

— Nano & Jess.

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