We Own The Night in a song by Selena Gomez! Got her album When The Sun Goes Down a few weeks ago, at the same time as Demi's. Really good! I'm in love with some of her songs! The title I choose illustrated the post I'm going to write! I was hesitating with Lemonade Mouth's songs too, they are great and I'm in love with the album!
So here it goes! Last Saturday night it was the party for my uncle's 40th birthday! They did a 'little' party with friends and family. Usely, I don't dance at parties with my family, I'm more self restricted than when I'm with my friends (I can let my evil side go out! lol). But this time, I decided to show up who I really was : a girl who just like to have fun! The thing was easy!
Lot of things where in my mind during this party: my cousin bringing his girlfriend (I love her, she's now a good friend!), and my cousin's cousin (from her mother's family) bringing her boyfriend. To let you understand, I was the only "young adult" without date. You see that?! lol Everybody thinks I actually have a boyfriend but that I don't wanna show it. But the truth is that I do am single (and... "ALL THE SINGLE LADIES, ALL THE SINGLE LADIES, PUT YOUR HANDS UP!"). And I felt like I was really skiping something lol. You may think I'm crazy or something. But what?! It's true! And my dad was talking to my cousin's cousin, let's name her Carlota (yeah, that's like revenge, and what?!). SO my dad was talking to Carlota about sex and everything like this, kidding and goofing with her. Dude, (I mean, Dad!), she's younger than me! And that's not a topic you would like me to talk about with someone's dad, so back off! My father is always cool with other's kids... Thanks, Daddy.
And well, so I was thinking that my life wasn't normal at all... But I handled that!
At the party, another thing struck me : two kids.
My uncle and aunt are friends with a couple for a long time now. This couple is just so nice! I really like them! I was very young when I went to their marriage. Last Saturday I saw then again, I didn't see them for years! And well, we talked together. This couple has 2 boys. They are the cuttest boys I've ever meet. I felt in love with those kids! They are 11 and 8 years old. At the beginning they were playing with the other kids and then, without any reason they started playing with me. They wanted me to be with them, etc. And when my cousin and his girlfriend went away, I stayed with the children, goofing with them and talking. And the 2 boys where just too cute!! I told their father I will adopt them and the little one was like "yes, yes, yes!"! He was so cute!
And what I wanted to say telling that, is that I realised that I really wanted to work with kids. At least during one year! I have this idea since a while, but those two little boys made that stronger! I would like to work with kids, like being a nanny, full-time nanny during some months.
You know, like in Jessie, the Disney Channel Serie!
Whatever, I have tons of dreams! I just wanted to write it down. Maybe to read it in some years and remember how dreamer I was. :)
I'll be back this week with a new post! Maybe about Nano and I, together at the rehearsals of our old theater crew... I wish we were still in high school to be able to able to play again on this stage! What good times we had there! :) I'll never forget!
See you soon!
—Jessica, the Dreamer.
