"Give Your Heart A Break" is a song of Demi Lovato's new album. This album is really good, Demi has changed, matured and her voice is just even more beautiful than before and her lyrics are real and great! Go get it!(just wanted to add, I didn't chose this song for its lyrics, but for the title! ;))
Today I felt melancholic because of an old story... A broken friendship. And I feel bad. Just to explain quickly, I had a (boy) friend (in fact I have manies, but he was special). With him I could talk about anything, any topic, at any hour. It was fun and great. I loved him so much. And this love was a little bit ambiguous. For me it was clear (I think), we were friends. Just friends. But for him we were not meant to be just friends. It was about chimistry. But I never wanted to go farther. And I though we were both cool with that. We had several fights about it... The longest was between october and march. We didn't talk during all those months. I was hurt about it. Some weeks after we began to talk again (and it was perfect), we fought again. And since early march I didn't talk to him. At the beginning it was clear to me, we couldn't be just friends, but there won't be nothing more either. So I turned the page... But just like in a book, sometimes you just like to read the best pages of it... That's what I've done today, all of a sudden! I though about all the good moments we spend together, the conversations we had. All this good time you have with a friend... It's all over now. For good I think, and I'm sad. I miss him. But I just can't tell him. Because I'm proud and because he's a jerk. I know that if we talk again it will start all over again, we'll hae fun, and then there will have another fight.
And right now I feel stupid to miss him because he probably doesn't think of me... or maybe he does.
I hate to lose a friend. No matter who s/he's! It's a sad feeling.
So well, tomorrow I'll be better!
Keep your friends with you. They are golden.
—Jess.
