Life Goes on... -N

Hello guys, Nano here, it's been a while I didn't write a thing so I just wanted to write a little something today.

I had some issues last week and this week, some bad stuffs that made me really sad and that I couldn't show. Some of you know, but I won't talk about it today because it's over.
Anyways I started school this week, everything was going well until today. Our teachers are crazy, they give us so much to do that you just want to cry. Especially, it's not what I want to do, but I still do because people believe in me and see things in me that I can't see. Plus, I have no friends in my class, just a girl who stays with me, but I'd better be alone, because she stays with me and don't talk, or do the same stuffs as I do, this is creepy. I feel really lonely, lost and misunderstood. And this is bad. Not that I'm going to cry... yet, but I just don't feel okay. And I know that I got to be strong, and move on, and work hard. But I'm not smart, (Jess, you can say whatever you want, I'm not smart), I'm not able to get things, or learn things as other people do. I maybe get some things about values, life and everything, but people don't care about that even though this is what matters. This is sad anyway.

I'm gonna try to sound like everyone, just to see how do I feel. Lol, yesterday, I saw the guy I had a crush on last year. He's actually in my friend's class, and last year we were pretty close (not that much, we just talked, study, hang out in the hallway, all this with my friend obviously). But he didn't talk to me yesterday, too bad, but I didn't really mind, I would totally freak out he talked to me and say some crap. But the thing is, he has a new haircut, and he's so handsome now, like he's a little weird, but handsome. Uhh, I can't think about that, I have serious stuff to do this year. And I want to be able to do them, even though I'm confidentless. So, it's a kind of hard work to have a crush uhh? Lmao

Anyways, thanks for reading whoever you are.
Lots of love, Peace and quiet reader
xoxo, Nano

From FrenchiesinLA