Sundays post. -N

 Hello guys!

I don't know what I am doing here. I just feel terrible, I know why, but I needed to write something, to let it go, and maybe I'll be a bit better then.
So my mom left four days ago, and today she's going really far away. In other words, she's realising her dream, I won't say much about that. But I didn't know It'd be that hard to be far away from her. She's never been that far for such a long time from us. And of course, I have my brother, my dad and my sister with me, thank God, but they're not my mom.
You guys know what a mom is right? I miss the way she used to cuddle my hair, I miss when I held her in my arms for any reason and she just whispered me I love you. I miss when I used to go in her room and watch tv with her. I miss her like I'll never miss anyone. And I know, she comes back at the end of the month, but still, it's hard, because I'm still a mommy baby.

Moreover, I know my hormonals are talking but I feel like I don't have a real teenage life anymore, like work is taking my whole life away. I can count my friends who stayed by my side besides my differences, but I barely have news from them, so I'm just alone, in my bed, with my hormonals, and because of this, Im gonna cry the whole week. It may be dumb but I need this.  Hopefully, in 13 days, it'll be over, but still, I can't give up on my youth already.

Anyway, I guess Ihave to start this day and wash the dishes downstairs.Yeah I know, you do not care about that lol. Anyway, thanks for reading, see you guys soon.

xoxo, Nano
From FrenchiesInLA