Hot N Cold —J

I don't really think it's necessary to say that "Hot N Cold" is a song of Katy Perry's One of the Boys' album. I like this song, even if I listened to it too much times, I won't play it by my own but I don't mind if it's on the radio, I enjoy it. And it decribes exactly what I'm thinking now. I'm so bipolar.

Something it's happening. I'm preparing something that have been waiting for a few years now. In a different way, of course, but it's still something I was really waiting for. Will tell it in a few days.
So I'm preparing all the stuffs for this. And I've been waiting it for so long that I've imagine everything. And now it's almost happening and I'm freaking out! LMAO
That's stupid. Just because I'm affraid of seeing not the part of the thing I've been waiting for, but affraid of seeing the part of the the persons that will do it with me.
I feel like they've been like me, but lately, I don't know, I think they are a little bit different.
They don't expect the same things of it. And it annoys me, a bit. But it's still annoying, right?

Whatever, it will be okay. And perfect. I hope.

Much LOVE.

—Jessica.