Dear Jessica,
It's been a while that I've been thinking about writing this. I need this. And I couldn't text you about that. I just needed to write this. Write this like it was a letter. So here it is, -J, my deep thoughts, that I couldn't say out loud.
A lot of things have changed this year. I don't see you everyday like I used to. I don't dream with you like I used to. I don't share things with you like I used to. We are best friends. We are bound. I don't know how to explain this, but I can feel it. We are opposed, I'm aware of that and so are you. But this is also what makes me feel stronger. We are a team, we used to be. And I got to be frank, these days, we are not that strong. I used to feel a power deep in my heart. What happened? Jessica, please tell me that we won't give up, because I can't give up. I can't go on, and see people around me taking risks and succeed. I can't smile at them and pretend I'm happy because damn it I'm not! I am an actress, and I'll always be, we are artists Jessica and we can't let them tell us what we are. Listen to halfway there, and remember, last year, what we used to say. We believed in it, we believed in so bad that nobody was able to destroy that. We can't let them tell us what we are. Because we know who we are. And we know that the chances to go to L.A. are like impossible, LOL, as if we wanted to go to the moon. But we have to try, to try harder, because I know that we don't want end up like people want us to end up. We have to keep trying, because I believe in FrenchiesinLA, I really do, and I know that you do too. We don't do that for money, or fame, or fans. We're doing this for happiness. So I hope that someday, you'll come here and read this, and that you'll understand, that I don't give up, and that I never will. I love you. You do know how much I do, how much I care about you, and how much I need you. You were the first one who believed in me in that way and I don't want to loose that. So don't give up because N&J would never do that. We are originals. We are uniques. We are FrenchiesInLA.
-Nano
